


i love these girls mainly because they have my body type and they dress sooooo well and edgy. today, me and my roomie just came back from the movies and i decided to stop by dairy queen to get food, not because i was hungry or craving or anything else, i just wanted to get food. then we decided to chill and i had three cigs in a row, tried to finish the burger and ate all the fries that i had, making me dizzy(literally) with the realization that i am soooo unhealthy. hence the need to look for inspiration, email my future boyfriend with the promise that i would eat healthy, and the decision that tomorrow my healthy diet will commence. i wont know where id get the willpower to stop smoking but i will eventually, cold turkey or not.
— Just Listen (via littlemiss)
im always exhausted, sluggish and cant seem to focus at work. im soo frustrated with myself for not eating healthy, drinking lots of coffee, smoking and sleeping less. i want to be thin again, feminine with long dark hair and clearer skin. and when i think back to those days when i was thinner, people always told me that i was fat. somehow i know now not to listen to what other people tell me and go with whatever is comfy. i just want to be HEALTHY, and im taking it one day at a time.