i want!!!

hp vivienne tam edition, this would be sooo good to lug around

LOOKBOOK.nu: "black" by Nin M

LOOKBOOK.nu: "black" by Nin M: zara leggings

i sooo love this look!

Timbaland - Scream ft. Keri Hilson, Nicole Scherzinger

Madonna - Revolver HQ

BOY

where did you go?

you just disappeared.

YELLOW MAKES ME HAPPY

desiretoinspire
myowlbarn.com

INSPIRATION

olsensanonymous, pins&roses, afterdrk

im always exhausted, sluggish and cant seem to focus at work. im soo frustrated with myself for not eating healthy, drinking lots of coffee, smoking and sleeping less. i want to be thin again, feminine with long dark hair and clearer skin. and when i think back to those days when i was thinner, people always told me that i was fat. somehow i know now not to listen to what other people tell me and go with whatever is comfy. i just want to be HEALTHY, and im taking it one day at a time.

p.s. chose picture above because that was my frame and she looks so posh and laid back.

want want want

i want this michael kors bag for summer!!

soooo meh

"But it’s hard to stay mad, when there’s so much beauty in the world.

Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once, and it’s too much,
my heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst…
And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it,
and then it flows through me like rain and I can’t feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life."

-American Beauty

im missing ex borwa

not because i miss him as a boyfriend but because we both loved japanese or eating just about anywhere. this is mapo dofu in schezuan cooking and the japanese has mabo tofu.

i should get married and do these

images via madebygirl for amy atlas

im soo proud of you

i decided to cook today and made thai basil chicken. methinks i should use my canon more instead of my blackberry.

new time but i cant help but remember