im always exhausted, sluggish and cant seem to focus at work. im soo frustrated with myself for not eating healthy, drinking lots of coffee, smoking and sleeping less. i want to be thin again, feminine with long dark hair and clearer skin. and when i think back to those days when i was thinner, people always told me that i was fat. somehow i know now not to listen to what other people tell me and go with whatever is comfy. i just want to be HEALTHY, and im taking it one day at a time.

p.s. chose picture above because that was my frame and she looks so posh and laid back.